This revelation of forgiving Peter, and telling him that, and why, has become apparent even more by the fact that i rang the correctional centre this morning where he is being held. Apparently he has been trying to hurt himself. When i heard that, i felt genuine empathy. This man doesn't know God, and he needs him in his life as soon as possible. It's become obvious to me that i'm the one God wants to take God to him.
Peter is very anti-God, so i will wait on God to tell me what to write.

I am still overwhelmed by the fact that last night i hated this man, and i just wanted to smack him around a bit. My sister and I had a conversation where we would both go to the trial and try to bribe the police into letting us have just 10 minutes in the watch house with Peter before the trial to mess him up a bit.And today i want to help him heal. I find that very bizzare, so i can't imagine what you, the reader, must think!

Thanks God, for giving me the ability to WANT to honour you :o)