I thought i'd posted the second part about my singing debut...oh well.
It was just as bad as i thought it would be lol
The worship leader,Colin, wore a bright pink t-shirt to divert the attention from me [bless him!] and he had chosen songs that were on a fairly low verbal tone so they wouldn't be too hard for me to sing. I didn't feel too nervous about being on stage, but i found that because i had to sing louder, i could sing less, so my voice kept cutting in and out even more.
A thought keeps popping into the back of my mind: What if God doesn't actualy want me to sing? I haven't been able to sing now for 6 weeks and it's driving me nuts! It started around the same time as i was supposed to sing publicaly for the first time and i had to keep putting it off. So maybe i'm not ment to?