There is something going on inside my heart that is hard to discribe. God is definatly doing things in me that will result in enormous changes. A few of the below posts are part of it.
And at the same time, Satan is trying to take back the ground that God is working on. The best way i can describe what is happening is:
When you are in the late stages of pregnancy, you know when the baby is awake. You know that he is moving around and doing stuff, even though you can't see him, or say exsactly what it is that he's doing. You are aware he's busy doing stuff. Weather it be sucking his thumb, playing with the umbilical cord or grabbing his toes. But you don't know what he's doing.
That's kinda what it feels like now. I know God is doing stuff inside me. And i know i'm under attack because of it. But i don't understand what it is that's happening, and i want to.
I am content to just know that God is doing his "thang", but the stuff he's doing is personality altering stuff, so i'd kinda like to be kept up to date you know?