Thursday, May 10, 2007



Back to the Alix saga, [I could write a movie out of this!] Things are going from bad to worse for Alix. Her tantrums and rebelion are getting more violent and making less sense. Sometimes it's easier for me to babble on about the things that Alix does, rather than stay focused on God's promise to lead her [and the rest of the family] through it.
I got a phone call early this morning, telling me she'd run away through the night. No-one knew where she was heading or how long she'd been gone. As she's in a big city, that's kinda scary!
I had to go into the next town for some work related stuff. I sat in an underground carpark and just thought about Alix. And God asked me if i trust him. I didn't even have to think about that. Yes i do trust him, and he seems to be giving me the ability to trust him more than i as a human can.
Again, i had to make a choice. Am i going to look at this situation in a worldly way, and chose to hang on to the worry and doubt? Or am i going to hand the whole thing [not just some bits] to him, and let him deal with it as he sees fit? Can i stand back and trust him when God is bringing Alix to her knees in order to get past her pride, and reach her? Can I?
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Yes.

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