I have realised that i am very immature in my walk with Jesus. As you may know, i was saved 11 years ago. But after i learned the truth, i just kinda wondered around in the wilderness for 7 - 8 years. Then i really started to blossom in my relationship with God, once we joined the church we are with. For the first time in all that time, i really devoloped a relationship with our Lord!

But alas, i am still at the babe stage. My prayer life doesn't go beyond my family and freinds. I hear people praying for revival, the government, other governments etc, but i just can't feel for those things and i feel guilty. As much as i am not a selfish person at all, i just can't move past praying for my family. This was really driven home, when someone prayed today about the musicians that went before the armies in bible times. They asked that we have the same heart.

I thought to myself, "Gee, that's sooo beyond me!"

I better work on getting out of this milk fed baby stage. Or at least ask God to help me move past it!

Thanks God, For showing me when things need to change :o)