It's funny, But after i wrote down how i felt yesterday, The weight started lifting fairly quickly. [Not off my hips, off my mind] It was like God was saying, "Ok, I've allowed you to feel these human emotions. Now move away from them and freely do what i ask."
While i was praying, God told me i need to forgive Peter, and send him a note in prison to say that i forgive him, and why. So, as much as my limited understanding is, I forgive this man for what he has taken from my daughter. I will show him the love that is required of me, through Christ. And it will be genuine :o)

Thank you God, For always being in charge. For giving me a spirit of obedience, and for being a loving, gentle father :o)